User Profile

Who Am I?

My name is Ayuthia. Is that my real name? Maybe. Maybe not. I'm a 25 years old who needs to be able to vent without the world seeing her every thought and dream. I'm just human, and I need a place that will let me be so without judgement or prejudice. I'm an easy-going and relaxed person, but when something upsets me I can burn like fire. I have a very bad "pronto", but I'm glad it occures rarely. ;P

Artist. Techie (Geek). Bookworm. Cinemaphile... I'm lots of things!!!

The Journal

This journal is not friends only, although I will occasionally lock entries which I deem to be too personal to be read by just anyone. Feel free to friend me, in most cases I will friend you right back.

You can find random thoughts, things and people I like, my impressions about music, books, TV series, science, and everything that may seem nice or interesting to me. You would read about me and my life :D.

I very very scarcely post my own poetry, essays, fanfictions or chapters of my "novel", mostly due to the fact that they are still in paper, I haven't typed them on the computer yet. Occasionally, you will find an English, French or Italian entry, because I speak those languages too.

Why I Decided To Make Some Entries Friends Only?

I heard the rumour that some of my "friends" from the real world ( they are not real friends, just classmates) found this site. They somehow knew it was me, and spread the link amongst themselves. They were able to read every single detail of my life; everything that hurted or healed me. I don't want that to happen, so I'm going to make some of the entries friends only. I wanted to stay away from this; I'm very open to meeting new people, and I don't mind if someone I don't know personally can read this journal, or if someone I know and I have told about this journal read it. But with that in mind, I've realized that this journal is maybe becoming too personal to leave it open like that.

What About Friends?

Whoever is already on my friends list will stay. If some of my real friends ( the ones I'd told about this journal counts on them, you know who you are) wants to read it, please, comment (don't worry, chaosmeleon, you're one of my real friends :D). If you are one of my classmates and want to read it, comment. If you think you'd like to see who I am and what makes me tick, just comment. I'll more than likely be willing to add you. All I ask is that you update your journal every once in a while and comment on mine; I'll gladly comment on yours, so please return the favor.

Not Ready to Take the Plunge?

Friend me temporarily if you want. I don't care. I don't want to block out the world. I just want to block out those people who are IN my world, but are NOT my world; at least until things lighten up.

Disclaimer

I often make statements without thinking of the effects they may have. I do not claim, however, that my beliefs and opinions are those of the people of whom I may speak. I am a person; I am going through a changing portion of my life, and I need a place to cry and laugh and scream when I so wish. I am not religious, although I believe that there is something above us. If that bothers you, get the fuck off my journal. I will not debate my religious beliefs with you; they are what they are, take it or leave it.

My other sites

Hacking the chaos around | Twitter | Last.fm | Fanfiction.net

...quotes
"En un trabajo honrado lo corriente es trabajar mucho y ganar poco: la vida del pirata, en cambio, es plenitud y saciedad, placer y fortuna,
libertad y, además, poder"

Bartholomew Roberts


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...films
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...tv-shows
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...ships
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